"love cannot be forced..."
that's what i realized and learned after i received a call from somebody who's close to being special. we talked for what seems like eternity. well, it's nice to know that he's doing just what i want him to do with his life but odd as i may sound.. i felt a bit sad coz he's doing all of those for me and not for himself. i want him to be the best that he can be, not just for me but for himself as well. even though we never really share a romantic something, he'll always be special to me.. a special friend... he's very open about how he feels and so am i but the feeling isn't mutual. he loves me but i make sure he knows that, that's not how i feel towards him... yes, i love him, but only as a friend, nothing more, nothing less. im only showing concern. at times i feel so dense, it seems unfair coz he's doing everything for me and yet i can't reciprocate his love. honestly, i appreciate everything, even the simple things he does for me and i'm very thankful for that.
love can never be forced... even if that person is doing everything to win your heart. if it doesn't beat for him then it can never be him..
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